Oh Mother !

I feel so stupid in history class.

These facts, and people, and dates of americas history means nothing to me.

Cuan will ask questions, and i am totallly clueless.

Isnt that sad?

Things i should know i dont, and it makes me want to redo HS all over again because i def. would have payed attention. Yeah, people say that they wish they knew then what would come of today but

i reallly would go back and change it all. Cuan does not read from a text book,

or go on any websites with powerpoints, he just knows his shit. He talks

like he is telling a story, and this is what happens next....

It is truley unbelieveable yet so amazing.

<------- that is turley bullshit. Imagination is my opinion is for the weak. It takes you to an other world to escape reality. Yeah, its good to day dream about what could be, but its your decision to make it happen.  Knowledge is power, with this you can do a lot more than what you can do with some fairytale. Which in all actuality sucks because we alll know every fairy tale has a happy ending....

man i wish people would read this. then again i dont. -___-

I had lunch with my mother today. I attempted to pay but she did not let me. It is weird, i always dreamed about being older, and meeting my mother for lunch and doing all "grown up" stuff and its hard to believe im finally living it. But what is next to look foward too? After we gossip'd about Oprah and her show, i drove my mother back to work, and went to walmart (a.k.a walllyworld) And after parking and gettin out of my car, i saw on the other side an older woman putting away her bags in the trunk, then all of a sudden a deep voice said "(her name) ! im holding the door open waiting for you, leave the bags they are heavy!" talk about so sweet. I just couldnt help but smile, and cross my fingers than when i am older, i have someone like that to hold open my door.